BUT, I have to say that all the wonderful things people have said about these silly blog posts that I am having so much fun writing are keeping my desire and dreams alive.
THANK YOU! THANK YOU!!
With that said, Jacob went on the dreaded 2 on 1 date last night. Coming off a weekend of emotional turmoil and feelings of uncertainty Jacob wasn't sure he would make it though this one, but he knew that if his feelings were not strong he wold know what to do. He selected Ariel and Barbi M. for this date.
They went to a quite Asian restaurant and the conversations flowed, but Jacob was feeling no passion. The more they talked the more "friendly" he felt. He thought his chemistry with Ariel was deeper, but when they had some private time she seemed withdrawn and he didn't even want to kiss her. He told her she would not be getting the rose, they were just better as friends. She was a little stunned,,but more even more so when right after he returned to Barbi M. and told her he just knew he was having stronger feelings for other ladies and he would not feel right keeping her here when that was the case.
Remember that Clippy is giving away Stretch Your Imagination Cartridge to one lucky winner. Just post a comment on 2 Jacob posts this week and you are entered to win (every comment after 2 is an additional entry!)